A personal feeling, it’s something that I wish I knew and it’s something that I’m afraid of. Now if you know me you know I rarely ever cry, I have no real fears, I’ll even try fighting someone 10x times my size; but there’s one person who gave me fear, who’s seen me cry and honestly broke me down to a pulp. I can defeat 3 people bullying me but cower and hide when she’s around. Now, Everyone including her have

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I think you might of forgotten about me…

I wanna make these with you one day. If I ever get the chance that is….

I’m sad and unhappy.

I know who this reminds me of. :)

Only if they came true.

My home and place of creativity. The place I’ve worked for nearly 6 years. My friend, my secure destination. Google is destroying what we loved and cared for. YouTube is sick and is slowly dying and we need your help. I have teamed up with Onision and some of my other fellow YouTubers to try to fix and bring back what we all loved. Without help our beloved YouTube will die out and become the new Myspace. Please Tweet #SaveYouTube on Twitter to help bring back what we loved. Don’t let it be the new Myspace.
~ Christopher

PS. Fuck You Google! Suck My Dick Please! ^_^ 

1. Talking to you
2. Making you laugh
3. Looking at my phone and seeing your name
4. Spending time with you at the library
5. Getting called a cute couple
6. Going to the mall, movies.
7. Eating Great Wraps
8. You running into my room going “RAWR” and scaring me senseless.
9. When you told me, “It’s because your a good boyfriend like that”.
10. Talking you to sleep.
11. Cuddling with you while you’re sleeping.
12. When your tired and sleepy and you tell me you love me randomly.
13.  Tucking you into bed when you’re at your house, then I go home sad because I miss you.
14. You make me feel wanted.
15. Being there
16. The way you look at me when you’re crying.
17. Wiping away your tears.
18. The way you freak out when it’s been awhile since we’ve seen each other.
19. I’m happier
20. The way you make me feel.
21. Your smile.
22. The good memories you’ve given me.
23. My BestFriend 
24. YOU….. :( 
    
    Falling in love with my bestfriend.

Ever since Friday of last week I keep tearing out of one eye. It happens at the most random moments. I’ll be watching Tv, gaming, even editing a video and a tear will just appear and fall. It happens a lot and it’s uncontrollable.. I did research and it says it’s because I’m sad or am in pain. Weird stuff.. I hope it stops.

Baby, don’t talk to me.
I’m trying to let go
Not loving you is harder then you know.
‘Cause girl you’re driving me so crazy.

How can I miss you if you never would stay?
If you need time I guess I’ll go away.
Inside me now there’s only heartache and pain.
So where’s the fire?
You’ve become the rain.